This is my personal blog. My main blog is here.
Make-believing that I have a soul beneath the surface.
Today I learnt that Marks & Spencer sell actual (plastic) glasses of wine with foil lids that you peel back and that I have gone down a cup size since I lost weight.
The former is excellent news, the latter not so much.
I am so excited to go to sleep. SO EXCITED. I feel so sleepy and like maybe I could fall asleep and stay asleep! I’ve only slept a few hours over the past few days and it has made me so grumpy/manic and I just can’t wait to have a good nights sleep and wake up tomorrow not feeling like death. I AM JUST SO EXCITED.
I need to stop fussing and re-reading my essay so many goddamn times (it’s due in tomorrow) and just go to bed. I’ve been getting barely any sleep and I have to be up early tomorrow and all I really want to do is collapse into bed and sleep for two days. Or just sit in bed watching Law & Order and not concentrating on anything but plot and character development.
Finished my essay, just need to tidy it up, send it to Alina (she proof reads and corrects any grammar mistakes I’ve missed out), add references, re-read and BOOM, done! I will be so happy when this essay and my next exam are over.
Made progress on my essay today, for some reason I seem incapable of completing it though. I just keep writing new versions that are completely different/random paragraphs and hoping that I can just sort of cut and paste it together. I was attempting to get an early night, but baby kitten thinks it’s play time and is literally pouncing on/biffing everything. I accidentally brushed some rizla on the floor and she freaked about for about 5 minutes (scrunched up rizla seem to be one of her favourite toys). As cute as she is I JUST WANT TO SLEEP.
Today, I refuse to succumb to the craziness I’ve felt the past few days. I’m going to turn this negative into a positive. Instead of wasting today away and then complaining about it, I’m going to spend all day working till I finish my essay. Then, I’m going to force myself into the bath, do some cleaning and relax in the evening by reading Game of Thrones.
Ice Loves Coco is definitely one of my favourite guilty pleasures. It’s just beyond ridiculous. Only on that show could you have a montage of two bulldogs dressed in outfits, falling in love and eating meatballs.
