poor impulse control

I have decided to come back to Tumblr after a few months absence, but I will moving to a new blog. I...

poorimpulsecontrol — Sun, 21 Oct 2012 17:30:06 +0100

I have decided to come back to Tumblr after a few months absence, but I will moving to a new blog. I won’t be deleting this blog or my main blog (I want to be able to look back over these blogs) but I most probably will only be posting/replying to things/people on my new blog. I need a fresh start.

My new URL is http://comburomorbus.tumblr.com/

I was going to watch one episode of 24 and then try and sleep. Now, 6 episodes later and it’s...

poorimpulsecontrol — Sun, 29 Jul 2012 04:50:00 +0100

I was going to watch one episode of 24 and then try and sleep. Now, 6 episodes later and it’s almost 5am.

My insomnia has been quite bad recently and I’ve run out of sleeping pills for this month, so I probably wouldn’t have been asleep now anyway. At least I got to enjoy these few hours rather than rolling around in bed, in the dark, over thinking every aspect of my life.

Benedict Cumberbatch on the countdown to the Olympics How has...

poorimpulsecontrol — Fri, 27 Jul 2012 19:19:29 +0100

Benedict Cumberbatch on the countdown to the Olympics

How has someone already gif’d this?!

Just found a huge, wet hairball in a pile of clothes. Yum. Thanks kittencats.

poorimpulsecontrol — Thu, 26 Jul 2012 16:23:00 +0100

Just found a huge, wet hairball in a pile of clothes. Yum.

Thanks kittencats.

Went to the shop a few minutes ago and I was wondering why there were rows of policemen standing...

poorimpulsecontrol — Thu, 26 Jul 2012 15:32:36 +0100

Went to the shop a few minutes ago and I was wondering why there were rows of policemen standing around (at first I thought the dodgy mob boss cafe on the corner had been raided as they were standing outside it and it was closed), turns out the Olympic torch is being carried about two minutes away from my door.

"I have this strange feeling that I’m not myself anymore. It’s hard to put into words, but I guess..."

poorimpulsecontrol — Wed, 25 Jul 2012 16:50:56 +0100

“I have this strange feeling that I’m not myself anymore. It’s hard to put into words, but I guess it’s like I was fast asleep, and someone came, disassembled me, and hurriedly put me back together again. That sort of feeling.”

- Haruki Murakami

How am I going to survive in Brixton Academy in this heat?

poorimpulsecontrol — Wed, 25 Jul 2012 16:13:57 +0100

How am I going to survive in Brixton Academy in this heat?

I feel so fucking depressed and I should be doing the washing up but I just don’t have it in...

poorimpulsecontrol — Thu, 19 Jul 2012 22:34:26 +0100

I feel so fucking depressed and I should be doing the washing up but I just don’t have it in me, so I think I’m just going to stay on the couch and watch Breaking Bad.

This is what I wake up to pretty much every morning.

poorimpulsecontrol — Thu, 19 Jul 2012 18:19:11 +0100

This is what I wake up to pretty much every morning.

There is a pudding in my seat.

poorimpulsecontrol — Mon, 16 Jul 2012 23:12:30 +0100

There is a pudding in my seat.

Pictures like this make me want to find Detective Benson a...

poorimpulsecontrol — Mon, 16 Jul 2012 22:46:34 +0100

Pictures like this make me want to find Detective Benson a suitable male partner and have a whole bunch of cute little kittencats and (along with Kitten West) I will have my own tiny kitten army.

I really enjoy being drunk and rapping along to Childish Gambino.

poorimpulsecontrol — Sun, 15 Jul 2012 00:57:23 +0100

I really enjoy being drunk and rapping along to Childish Gambino.

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poorimpulsecontrol — Sun, 15 Jul 2012 00:41:08 +0100

Sometimes I wish there was some way I could just hide away from everybody, not having to answer...

poorimpulsecontrol — Sat, 14 Jul 2012 03:46:50 +0100

Sometimes I wish there was some way I could just hide away from everybody, not having to answer stupid phone calls, or open letters, or reply to those letters, not having to reply to texts, not having to see doctors or social workers, not having to leave the house for groceries or cigarettes. Just complete and utter isolation. It would be so beautiful. I really hate having so many responsibilities. It would also be awesome if I could somehow transfer all my worries and problems to someone else for a little bit. It’s just all getting a bit much. I need to stop typing now before this becomes a long late night ramble.

I want to kiss Malcolm Tucker on the mouth.

poorimpulsecontrol — Sat, 14 Jul 2012 03:31:34 +0100

I want to kiss Malcolm Tucker on the mouth.

I’m going to buy this collar for the Kitten West and...

poorimpulsecontrol — Wed, 11 Jul 2012 22:32:32 +0100

I’m going to buy this collar for the Kitten West and it’s going to be amazing.

It was my birthday yesterday and I actually had a really nice time! Usually I don’t really...

poorimpulsecontrol — Wed, 11 Jul 2012 19:20:20 +0100

It was my birthday yesterday and I actually had a really nice time! Usually I don’t really enjoy my birthdays, but this one was really fun. Alina had planned us to reenact an episode of It’s Always Sunny in Philadelphia, where Dennis and Mac manhunt Cricket around town, so we were going to manhunt Rick Dagless M.D. around Hampstead Heath, but the weather was horrendous, so instead we got really, really drunk and ended up playing laser tag with these two girls that were like 11 and 13, we tried to get them to help us manhunt Dagless, but I think they were slightly terrified of us, so me and Alina just manhunted Dagless ourselves and it was hilarious. Everyone should go drunk laser tagging. Then we played loads of arcade games and I got to play Dance Dance Revolution, which I hadn’t played in waaay too long. We also found a really cool Irish pub with a confessional box and a tree growing through it. All in all it was really awesome.

I also have a really extravagant new television. You can watch everything in 3D (I can even watch all the shows on my hard drive in 3D which is beyond awesome!) and I can surf the internet, download apps, watch youtube videos, do yoga with it and it has a fitness section where you can monitor your weight loss and there are loads of videos that help tone specific parts of your body! It is literally amazing/ridiculous.

So, now I’m going to get high and watch Fringe in 3D. It’s going to be amazing.

Alina and I are going to see Manson tonight and we were discussing how we’re just going to...

poorimpulsecontrol — Thu, 05 Jul 2012 16:18:23 +0100

Alina and I are going to see Manson tonight and we were discussing how we’re just going to stand by the bar and watch from there. It was then I realised that we were becoming like the older goths you always see at gigs, at the back, holding a pint and when you’re young you think they’re wasting an opportunity, but now I see they are just very wise.

Maybe I spoke too soon.

poorimpulsecontrol — Fri, 29 Jun 2012 17:25:25 +0100

I just got a bit of good news, which has made today a little less rubbish! I’ve been accepted at Roehampton Uni to study Psychology! I’m still waiting on my top two choices, Middlesex/Birkbeck, but it’s still super exciting!

Today is just getting worse and worse. Turns out I may have to pay a huge amount of money...

poorimpulsecontrol — Fri, 29 Jun 2012 16:59:19 +0100

Today is just getting worse and worse. Turns out I may have to pay a huge amount of money (we’re talking one or two thousand here) asap and I also had to pay my phone bill today and buy kitten food/litter/etc and house essentials and I can’t stop worrying about money.

Sometimes living alone and having to pay for everything sucks.

Oh and because I waited so long to pay my bill my phone was cut off, so I can’t get into contact with people I need to get into contact with. (Alina if you see this, please call me!)